To the repliers of "Why no nice people exist" I thank you whole heartedly, your words gave me a bit of hope and strength. If a bunch of strangers can relate to my plight and unanimously suggest I redirect my kindness, it means worlds to me. So thank you for being kind! I suppose I can be the selective nice guy, go for the gray, life doesn't have to be black and white, nice and not nice. I feel better now. If I could id buy you all drinks :D

---Revived nice guy