We wanted it to work out so badly. I loved the idea of us together. But lo and behold, I put things in my mind about you that convinced me you were not my next love. Whether I made a mistake by pushing you away or not, you are 100 percent, without a doubt, the best guy I've ever been with.

I really tried to love you and now that I've lost you... well I just can't tell if I fucked it up big time.

Whatever the case... I'm moving on, but I think about you everyday. Stay sweet. —Longing Lover