We finally got together after years of knowing each other and it was so sublime. I couldn't help but hold onto you so tight. I've never felt so much from a first kiss before. You are the bomb. You have sooooo many friends though, you're kind of a big deal in this city and you don't have any time for me. My past is holding me back emotionally as well. I don't think a relationship would work, but I do dream about you a lot. Thank you for the attention and loving words you've given me over the last x months. It has meant so much. I can't tell if you are being sincere half the time. You never answer me when I email you. But you are still beautiful and being in your arms is magical. I still think about that day. I do love you (and it hurts). —Lover of the Modern 60s Rocker Guy