I spent along time sitting watching life fly by and yes it was boring, not to mention loveless.I would like to make the leap but I'm afraid that by admitting my true feelings for this person I would be shooting myself in the foot. I am very lonely and long to be held. At least now I can imagine myself in a man's arms. Maybe I'm not such a bad person after all. Thank you for the luck. Lord knows I need all of the luck I can get. So far this year's been hell. —Ozzy