My darling, words cannot express what you do to me. You're so close yet I cannot touch you. My heart aches with what could bes and what ifs. Your words "You're so beautiful," sounding so sincere, damn near broke my heart. I want you so much it hurts. I could love you. Thank you for giving me hope. Who knows what our lives will bring. I hope someday it brings me you. Xo. —Your No Longer Secret Admirer