I do want your help but I'm too afraid of being rejected again. I could lose a lot more than my pride if you turned me away again. A mind is a bad thing to lose. When I'm convinced it's you, and I'm over the moon, then I'm hurt because I'm not sure whether I'm speaking to you. I think of you 1000 times a day, you're in my dreams. Which is my only chance of peace in my life. We need to see your awesome smile and bright blue eyes and your strong shoulders to cry on. I miss you and that's no joke. —I Want Your Help