But I still think of you after three months. You have someone else in your life as do I. We are better off this way. You made the choice to cut me from your life, and at first I was terribly angry and hurt but now I am simply sad. You were a fun guy, who shared my passion for gardening and food. We had great fun and happy loving times. You said you needed to be selfish while you change your life. I couldn't grasp it then and called you many things in anger. For that, I apologize. Lashing out is not my typical way.

You taught me much about myself and about people. Whether you know it or not. For that, "thank you." Some day (perhaps a long time from now), when you see me in public—try to say "hi" and not avoid me, or send an advance party out to make sure I am gone. You know me better than that. Good luck and congrats on the yellow... The Glow in the Dark is less than 3 months away. —Ms Content