You know why I'm hesitant to contact you directly. Why I feel I have to talk to you anonymously. I am very serious when I say I love you, I miss you. It seemed to me that you made a decision that affected my life without consulting me first.Then after I told you that I made a decision you abandoned me, completely. I appreciated your help but I think I didn't know how to handle it so I unknowingly fucked it up because I expected too much. Now your help is gone and I can't seem to get it back. I never felt this way about anyone in my life.I miss just being next to you. I promise my door will ALWAYS be open to you. I'll welcome you with open arms... Together we could make beautiful,mad, passionate love, I know it in my heart. - My Enemy, My Lover