I held the door for you this evening; you commented that chivalry is not dead. If I had not been so shocked by your sweetness and beauty, I might have said something reasonably intelligent. Thanks for sharing a moment with me. —James

I love you. You make me calmer, you make me better, you make my life easier. It has been a year now, and that surely is something for someone like me! Can't wait for another year of hanging with my best friend, being upper low class, and loving every minute of it! —Long Legged Darling

A year or so ago, I used to travel the #68 bus to work from Alderney Landing, around 6am. You would often sit at the front. You had shoulder length dark straight hair. Light blue jacket. Sobeys canvass bag with work things? Hospital staff maybe? 40s? You are gorgeous and so familiar. I was the 30 something girl trying to catch a glance. You look like a girl from my hometown. I would love to take you out. —Happenstance

I couldn't imagine what it is to be cherished. Adored by one so fully alive in his love for me, free of self-protectiveness and self-concern, he held nothing back. Who delights in my memory, celebrates me to others, who in my absence feels my presence. And who loves even the brokenness in me that pushed him away and forgives me for it completely. You were blessed. —Settled for functionality, but wondering if there's more

to whomever is responsible for the idea to add tropical fruit trees to the public gardens. nice surprise, makes me smile. —l.f.

I love you. Illness would never faze me - I told you as much many times. I meant it. I did want to know everything because without knowing I couldn't help. Id be with you by your side to do what I could to make you feel better and help you in any way I could. I'm pretty sure I was and I hope I did. Your beauty and your body are inspiring, your thoughts alluring. I could spend weeks with nothing more than you and a bed for sustenance. I thought we could have a good thing, you and me. You even accepted my +1 as fam and that at the end was the most confusing of all given the eventual situation. I couldn't help feeling like there was something else, something unsaid. In so many actions or lack thereof, words unsaid by you I expected. The lack of touch. I want you to know I'm heartbroken. I wanted you so bad and I just wanted you to feel the same way about me. I wanted to share myself completely with you and only you. I know you never wanted marriage and I should have realized right then and there I would never get ( and shouldn't have expected) a total commitment from you. I'm really bad at reading between the lines. But since you just weren't feeling it I figure it was best to extricate myself. I feel crappy enough normally I can't risk opening myself up further and giving more trust when it leaves me feeling so vulnerable. I haven't ever been with someone like you and I know I'll never meet another you. That will haunt me forever. I really wish things had been different and that we could be open and celebrate what we had together instead of it being some sort of secret. That ate away at me daily and I couldn't help take it as a slight. I was so proud to be with you I just wanted to show you off... I hoped it would be the same with me from you. But either that didn't fit into your plans, wasn't convenient, or uncomfortable. And uncomfortable and anxious was how it made me feel. I will miss so many things and think about you almost every moment. Its torture. Am I stubborn? Probably. Maybe just paranoid. Perhaps I should have brought up those things one at a time when they happened I'm sorry my communication skills sometimes borderline on retarded. I just kept hoping things would change and I'd feel that spark from you again... I know I had it for you every moment of every day and I am really sad when I think of what could've been over time with such promising if not unconventional beginnings. I always will think of you and can't forget you. Take care of OM and I hope you find what it is you are truly looking for. You are beautiful inside and out and whomever you are with will be very fortunate indeed. Love always regardless of circumstances. —manka

Just want to say thanks to everyone for looking so damn good! Working hard to reach their goals! I know it's hard to get up and get there, but once you're there, you kill it! Keep it up! its paying off! If your healthy goals aren't enough to get ya in there, the boys sure will be! ---Loving every sexy minute of it!

Happy that I have the chance to meet and interact with people who restore my faith in love and good people,. Everyday I am surrounded by beautiful friends and family and whenever I stop to think about that I feel overwhelmingly blessed. So thank you to anyone and everyone that has made me feel that way. ---Lucky Gal

Today I got diagnosed with psoriasis, and even though I was in long-sleeves and you couldn't tell, you biked by me on South Park and stopped to tell me you loved my hair and to smile because I'm beautiful and then biked off! Thank you for making me feel so much better about myself, you really made my day! ---Lipstick Lady

All this talk of you modeling and having a good life and being well off is getting me so hot for you. "Domestic partnership?" Your words are like sex to my eyes. I can't wait to hear more about some of these “privileges” that you enjoy and how great you feel your life is. I mean you have a car AND take vacations!! While most find the things you say convoluted, misguided and even asinine, I am here waiting with breath abated, for more details of your luxurious lifestyle. I know that you remind me (and everyone else) on a daily basis that you are in a relationship (with someone of a race other than your own no less! HOW VERY 21st CENTURY OF YOU BTW!) I just can't get you off my screen. ---Not-So-Secret-Admirer