To my neighbors in my building, to people I have been short with, and friends and family I have neglected...I'm sorry. I am so depressed, financially ruined, and feeling like a failure. Because of my self hate and low self esteem it is hard to see you let alone look in the mirror. Sorry for flushing the toilet while you shower and being a twot. Sorry for cursing you. I barely want to live but will. Anger and tears consume me. Please accept my apology. —sadly sorry