that i'm in love with you, best friend. you're the reason why i get up, get dressed, go to the gym, why i'm nice to people, why i'm brave and strong, why i believe in myself and why i want a better life. the best life. i want the best life with you. i'm too scared to bring it up and there are things between us that make it impossible. so we can be friends for a lifetime and that's cool but you probably know how much i adore you, it must be obvious because i am not that smooth. no one is as cool as you.

so, if i never tell you just how much i love you, know that whoever i end up with will never mean more to me than you do.

—lovesick