Could it be that i'm just crazy to think that I could reach someone in this way...am I just a fool? I could be her biggest fan...no...much more...does she want or even need this? I know some have turned against me with thoughts and opinions that only serve a negative outcome.

Why listen to them...they don't know or represent me. This saddens me...but then, i'm outnumbered, am I not? How does this happen, to feel so strongly about someone. She has me now. I'm not going anywhere...unless that is her wish… —i'll do the rest