It's been years, I don't know where, I just know you don't live here anymore, you have happily moved on. I'm sorry I ran away and didn't look back or even explain myself; I left you high and dry, and it was not fair. You are a great guy and the first to treat me respectfully and you were a complete gentlemen. I was feeling strong emotions that I was not used too, and I had never experienced intimacy like that from just talking to someone, so I did what I do best, I ran. If I am being honest, it was easy for me to tell myself, you were not reciprocating the same feelings and I was being a fanciful girl with a fairytale crush. I just started to think about it the last few days; from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. I know I will never see you again, and I hope you have everything you deserve. If there is that one in a million chance we cross paths, it will be uncomfortable and vulnerable for me, but I will apologize and explain why, face to face. —Scared Lady